12 November 2009

checkin in

a buddy of mine checked in with me tonight, after a long pause in friendly interactions...this is a quote from our convo:

I feel like my emotions are spread too thin and my grief is on delay for school and there's not enough left of me to fill in all the gaps in my heart

I've been feeling spread far too thin for far too long.  not bolstered and supported, but drained and drifting away in someone else's needs.  I need a break to get my own head on straight and to get my own healing going. I can't keep this up any more.

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